Simplicity.

Friday, January 29, 2010

being angry doesnt give you an excuse to blurt things out without using your fucking brain.
at least have the fucking conscience to spare a thought for others please.

♥ 12:14 AM

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

when it falls deep, everything will be so hard to salvage.
its impossible, im sorry.

♥ 11:52 PM

somehow i hope, im not doing the wrong thing.

i dont wanna end up doing what i know was wrong.

things happen in life for a reason.

♥ 2:13 AM

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

sometimes i teared not because of the pain physically,

but mentally.

no matter how i hard i try not to be negative about it.

♥ 12:32 AM

Monday, January 25, 2010

ahhhhh!

my dumb sister wore my 2 days old bananas slippers out today!!!

when im even reluctant to wear it to school today!

my dear slippers, i hope you're surviving out there!

i can totally understand the torture you are going through now.

being under the weight of one bulldozer,

overcoming the unbearable smell,

and enduring the rough surface.

dont worry, owner is always there for you.

hang on, my dear slippers.

♥ 9:27 PM

Sunday, January 24, 2010

i seriously should slap myself real hard this time.

friday im suppose to hand in both my CS reflection journal and my SOCIO ind essay.

it fucking slip of my mind, and i totally forget about it!

its already sunday before i realised it.

wasted my 3 days working on these two assignments,

which ended up as recycling papers.

arrgh.

LINGJIALE!!!!!!!

♥ 11:39 AM

so mentally drained when it hurts,

when you have to row with fear,

that the pain's going to step in again,

that its going to fail you once again.

i want to make the best of what i have.

♥ 12:44 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE XI HWEEEE! ((:

thanks for always being the nicest person on earth! (:
AH hweezzzz! I LOVE YOUUU! ((:

♥ 12:40 AM

Thursday, January 21, 2010

losing hopes to the negativity in me.

♥ 11:46 PM

ohman ohman.

♥ 4:33 PM

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

looking at the people you love,
having problems that you arent capable to help them solve,
how helpless can you be?
how worried can you feel?
sometimes how you wish life's like a roleplay,
when you wouldnt have to face the truth,
having the full control over your destiny.
i wonder will they get tired of asking me the same question.
cos im getting disappointed with always having the same answer in mind.
.

visited sinseh twice,
feeling better, but the pain is still there.
land training today, and i dint really train much.
I SERIOUSLY HATE RESTRICTIONS.
nonetheless, i'll do whatever it takes to get my injury healed.
im just afraid that, one day, i cant take it anymore.
the day when everything breaks down.

♥ 1:23 AM

Monday, January 18, 2010

OB presentation tml morning.

visit sinseh.

settle passport stuff.

back to school again for training! (:

feeling and being useless,
is the last thing i want in life.

♥ 11:37 PM

Sunday, January 17, 2010

bandaged with a plaster that smells like herb.

choking strong smell that deprived me of oxygen.
.
physician was pressing against my thigh,
and I LAUGHED LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.
fucking itchy, i swear. haha!
my father had to hold my right leg,
while another physician have to hold my body.
you know, somehow you have to make that 30bucks worth.

♥ 5:37 PM

missing out on today's training just makes me feel irritated for the whole day.

arrgh.

went physician today,

scaring myself for the whole morning.

skipping tuesday lessons to see physician again.

without missing out on my tuesday training.

i want my precious iron leg back.

i want to be able to run again.

i want to get well.

because i want to train and row my best for them again.

we're always there.

♥ 4:55 PM

Saturday, January 16, 2010

i hate to admit, but the pain is getting more and more intense.
getting too overbearing for me.
every step just drains away every drop of energy in me.
im feeling terrible now.
objections to training tml.
physician, tml morning.
doctor on thurs morning.
thats what happen when my parents know about it.
i pray for good news.
.
run baby run,
dont ever look back.

♥ 10:23 PM

Friday, January 15, 2010

my sister and mummy just love to compete and see who hang up on who first.

and they get egoness in return.

the pain just add on to my negativity sometimes.

♥ 11:07 PM

projects rojectsp ojectspr jectspro ectsproj ctsproje tsprojec sproject projects.

rojectsp ojectspr jectspro ectsproj ctsproje tsprojec sproject projects.

ojectspr jectspro ectsproj ctsproje tsprojec sproject projects

jectspro ectsproj ctsproje tsprojec sproject projects

ectsproj ctsproje tsprojec sproject projects

ctsproje tsprojec sproject projects

tsprojec sproject projects

sproject projects

projects

going bonkers.

♥ 11:01 PM

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

ive no idea what i did to my injury,

but its been hurting me since yesterday.

every step, i feel as though my legs're going to fail me anytime.

arrgh. annoying.

♥ 11:20 PM

Monday, January 11, 2010

some things are hard to change,

no matter how hard you try.

a NEED for travel.

skipped all my monday lessons just to complete my WI project.

4 articles with CESC and group consultation document.

at least i can strike off the second deadline that ive completed.

alot more to go.

i need motivation.

♥ 11:50 PM

awesome dad who cooked maggie mee with abalone for me in the middle of the night.

and a great chatting session over supper.

♥ 3:06 AM

Sunday, January 10, 2010

what an asshole.

someone in msn, trying to con me for money using my friend's account.

nice try dude.

firstly, emailed me for money to treat your cousin's illness.

now, fancy asking me to lend you $500 dollars just to buy a laptop in Nigeria.

im laughing my ass off right now.

you just provided entertainment for me.

you think you're smart

but sorry, you need more experience than this.

but this is alot more interesting than projects. hah!

♥ 10:54 PM

Meteor is NICE! (:

♥ 10:42 PM

tribal practice.
kind of disturbing.

♥ 2:37 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5upAAPk_3I

Read up more: http://www.circumstitions.com/breastiron.html

breast ironing in West Africa. Mothers actually "ironed" just to suppress the growth of their daughters' breasts. imagine how much pain the girls have to go through. the comments given by the mother in the last part of the video just pissed me off. irritating.

♥ 2:07 AM

Friday, January 8, 2010

totally drained out.

♥ 11:48 PM

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

cant stop laughing for the whole night.

and i cant find the reason why.

♥ 12:26 AM

Sunday, January 3, 2010

woke up with swollen left eye.

was blinking with pain throughout today's training.

like a pirate who just lost her eye patch!

ITCHY.
.

went for icecream chef.

nice combination with marshmallows. (:

which results as a burden.

♥ 11:55 PM

Saturday, January 2, 2010

i'm finally HOME!

4 days of chalet, absolutely tiring!

grandma said these few days were the best of her 2009.

caught grandma falling asleep for few times,

though she's tired, but she still acc-ed us.

i love you grandma. (:

my 2009's great and awesome,

and hope my 2010 would be a better one.

my left eye's sore with pain and watery now.

im desperate for a nap.

♥ 3:22 PM

♥ 2:56 PM

Friday, January 1, 2010

more photos coming up! (:

♥ 10:35 PM

say a BIG HELLO TO YEAR 2010!

been having chalet since wednesday night.

finally had a time to blog. haha!

never had a 5 days chalet before!

sunday's the last day! );

we smuggled fifi and yoyo into the chalet.

theres few times when they almost got caught. haha!

so heartwarming,

when the whole family of 22 are laughing together before my eyes.

but dear grandma's question still linger in my head.

past few days have been a blast!

funny incidents happen.

most importantly, we're having FUN!

bbqing for 2 nights was tiring. haha!

had family countdown during the chalet,

as always, i shouted at the top of my voice.

" 3 , 2 , 1 HAPPY NEW YEARRR! "

thanks all who wished me! same to you guys!

and thanks misstay for calling me!

couldnt really recognise their voices except for bel's . haha!

.
2009 have passed faster than i expected.
forged new friendships, new passion.

learning through experiences.

im blessed and thankful for 2009, and

let the unhappiness leave with 2009,

and start afresh with 2010!

my most important resolution:

" to treasure every single important person in my life."

which are all my family and friends! (:

nothing's more important than their happiness,

which i prayed for.

my first pullup, here i come.

♥ 9:35 PM