alright, this post shall be dedicated to my,
DEAREST SEXY BASKETBALLERS, 2009!
today's training i tried my best not to grumble and complain.
but i think i did once during the match! HAHAHAS! oops!
i grumble that im tired and cannot ta han. HAHAHS! aiyo.
anyway, today's friendly match with the seniors.
and im being promoted to the seniors team. HAHAS!
although i like playing for the seniors,
but i felt weird playing against my own teammates.
its seriously weird and uncomfortable. like as though i cant fight along with them.
kinda felt something like i betrayed them. i dont know why.
kinda sad cos i know i wont be able to play along with them in the nationals.
its hard to explain how i feel luhs. HAHAS!
then after the match, ran 1 round,
and ms RIVERA wanted us to do " SRJC TEAM! " to bid me farewell.
its the best " SRJC TEAM" i ever done.
but its very heartbreaking to see some of my teammates breaking down.
at that point of time,
i really feel like saying sorry for being selfish, leaving you guys for poly.
tried to hold back my tears,
but i was crying secretly in the dark luhs. tears was like a tap.
its so saddening to see them cry.
then went back gallery to change and get our bags.
and i think my red eyes gave it away.
regina saw me and told everyone i was crying.
start to break down. cry all my heart out. and i couldnt really stop luhs.
so embarrassing that i hid behind my towel.
the most touching part is here.
they started lining up and pass me the gifts. (upload photos soon!)
almost felt like crying loudly at that moment.
the gifts they gave were touching luhs!
its beyond what i can think of luhs.
cry and cry and cry. and took photos after that.
i think i look gruesome in those pics ahs! HAHHAS!
(remember to send to me ahs! )
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its seriously hard to explain how much i felt for this team.
and theres so much for me to thank them for.
they are the ones who really make me feel important to them.
and make me feel like a TEAM.
our bond was slowly built up by those trainings and matches.
and its what actually make us stay strong and overcome difficulties together.
you guys have been playing significant roles in my life.
in school, its the prescence of you guys that make me smile.
and sometimes i would just call out ur names loudly.
i wont feel lonely with you guys around.
still remember that i cried after we lost to YJC.
its because i felt so unfair for my teammates.
and at the same time confused at why we're losing at every game.
im quite surprised that ive cried.
but thats when i realised i actually felt so much for this team
and how much this team is important to me.
we tasted victory when we won the malaysia team.
i felt touched when debbie ran to me and shouted.
" yeah jiale, wo men ying liao! "
im so gonna miss the times.
i'll be going back as long as im free!
dont forget to inform me of any team outings!
and surely i'll be there to support you guys in nationals!
but be sure not to disappoint me! you guys can surely do it!
NO.14 dont mind being spastic to make you laugh.
NO.14 dont mind doing retarded faces to cheer you up.
NO.14 dont mind sacrificing, just to make you smile.
NO.14 says,
" i will miss you guys alot!"
lastly, just wanna say to
WANLING, HUIYING, CINDY, ALVANA, REGINA, DEBBIE, LIMWOAN, JAC, JIAXIN, JIAWEN, JIAQIN, DINA, SOKLOON, EVELYN.
you guys are special and important to me.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU'VE DONE FOR ME!
"once a basketballer, always a basketballer."
from debbie! HAHAS! 
