Simplicity.

ohyea, wesley went back to his owner. ):

i miss him alot.

i miss the times when he will jump on me to wake me up.

i miss the times when he will be so dumb that i smile.

i miss the times when he will bark whenever i come home.

i miss the times when i will hug him before i sleep.

wesley, come again okay?

♥ 11:48 PM

weekends were blast!

xiaowei's birthday chalet and team dinner.

my silly prawns gave me a pullover for birthday!

thank you! :))

MIANBAO LOVES IT LOTS!!

chalet was funn!

cos people are always around who make me laugh my heads off.

went for xportivo on sunday!

more fun than i expected.

played tchoukball, basketball and frisbee. (:

had team dinner over at downtown's steamboat.

too tired till jasmine had to take food for me. ( thanks! )

even before i stepped into xiaowei's chalet,

i think i smell the bed. haha!

doze off the moment i reached xiaowei's chalet.

.

weekends' gone, just like a blink.

time passed so fast, as though its like a dream.

needa study and prepare myself for mid sem exams.

four module tests this week! :(

got a sudden urge for trainings!

there's nothing for me to look forward to nowadays.

which kinda bored me!

.

turn back the time.

♥ 10:38 PM

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY XIAOWEI!

thanks for always being there to take care of us!

though, you always nag at meee!

hope you have fun,

and MIANBAO LOVES YOUUU! :))

♥ 11:50 PM

disheartened and disappointed.

my injury doesnt seems to have any improvement in healing at all.

even just by walking, ive to endure so much.

im getting mentally tired of it.

arrgh.

♥ 2:01 AM

thanks for all the birthday wishes!

thanks for all the birthday presents!

thanks for all the birthday treats!

thanks for all the birthday hugs!

thanks for all the birthday cakes!

but most importantly,

im thankful and contented that you guys are always there for me. ((:

I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOUU! ")

.

im willing to sacrifice in exchange for their happiness.

♥ 2:05 AM

we rowed with no regrets.

we proved to others we're not an easy opponent.

but most importantly,

we proved to ourselves that we're more than who we think we are.

the tears of joy that we shed,

were more valuable than just a medal.

TPDBG (:

♥ 11:13 PM

silly prawns,

you guys have been standing and being there for me.

you guys have me guiding me, to who i am today.

its the team bond that we forge,

that make us stay strong together.

to my beloved teammates out there,

tml's the big day.

the day when we prove to others,

we stay strong as a team.

to some of you, this might be your last race.

last race together as a team,

make the best memories out of it.

tml, we go out there, and do a good set.

we will go back on 22nov,

we wont go back empty-handed.

i believed in you guys,

like how you guys believe in me.

im proud to have you guys as my teammates.
no matter how hard it gets,
i'll row even harder for your, even till the last breath.
.
TPDB, row with no regrets.

♥ 10:26 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE CHEN!

MONSTER NO. 3!

though you always bully me,

and always causing me to do angry face at you!

but MIANBAO STILL LOVE YOU! (:

HAPPY SWEET "16TH". hahha!

♥ 2:40 PM

wesley woke me up today again,

by jumping all around me,

licking my face. -.-

.

BCS module's nothing but troublesome,

using microsoft excel! :X

spending the whole of my wednesday doing BCS!

of course with manda's and sihui's help! :)

after that, would be commskills online and test! ):

.

having lesson only from 2 to 4pm!

how nice! :))

last training and team talk.

.

2 MORE DAYS to regatta!

and of course, to lovelove's birthday! haha! :D

♥ 10:17 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DADDY! :))

im sorry i dint come back on time for family dinner!

but i know you still love me! :D

LINGJIALE dont like the weather nowadays!

raining, raining and raining.

#$%#$%*&^#$%#$^&!

today's training was affected cos of the rain luh!

and one bloody lifeguard's mindset which cant be flexible.

i was smiling and laughing to myself on way back home,

because of someone's dumb jokes.

really dumb!

3 MORE DAYS!

row with no regrets. :)

♥ 11:49 PM

sihui's sweater is comfy!

thanks leexihwee for lending me your sweater today!

.

TP RAWKS today!

but the weather totally spoil everything.

prepare everything before programme starts,

but it started to rain so heavily.

slept in the shelter while waiting for rain to stop.

"raping" section with fer and manda! :D

.

halfway through and realised im having a fever,

and it explains for the headache i had for the whole day.

i had to go back school with savie!

felt better after bathing, though my head's still throbbing in pain.

jas gave me lollipop! lovelove! :))

.

5 MORE DAYS to REGATTA'09.

and i cant afford to get injured or fall sick anymore.

times when im sick, times when im injured,

no words can explain how thankful and contented i am,

when my teammates are always there caring for me.

they're the utmost importance to me,

to the extent that im willing to sacrifice anything for their happiness.

.

fever's coming back again.

as what lovelove and everyone had said,

" eat panadol, drink water, and sleep early!"

♥ 10:43 PM

wesley almost got lost today.

he ran out of the door, when i got back home.

chased after him, barefooted!

luckily he ran and caught him near the lift.

NAUGHTY WESLEY but i still love you. (:

.

ran a shorter route today,

but the problem is still there.

walking around was the "best" part.

manage to endure throughout the race sets.

kinda regret the days when i dreaded training.

6 more days!

row with no regrets. (:

.

ahke ruru went to cut her hair today!

i wonder how it will be like. haha! bangs~

bused back home and manage to meet up with cousin and sis!

went for dinner and shopping.

.

daddy's been working overnight due to the APEC summit conference.

its been 2 days since i last saw him! ):

.

tml's TP RAWKS! exciting because i got no lessons! :D

.

it will be fine as long as i dont think too much.

♥ 9:37 PM

just played ball with wesley,

and i was laughing till i rolled on the floor.

super hilarious!

and he cant stop licking my lifevest now. haha!

he likes the smell of bedok reservoir! :D

its so great when theres someone getting excited from your arrival back home.

wesley, dont go back to your owner, okay?

.

i survived today's training!

had trial in the morning,

and my leg hurt so badly that i felt like stopping halfway.

luckily jasmine was encouraging me. :)

physio-ed by evelyn again.

thanks evelyn, fer and savie for carrying me back!

had our first set of training for mixed team.

stroke rate was so fast, that i felt awesome!

.

acc-ed jasmine to cut her hair! haha! nice!

love love!

went for dinner, and slack at tm,

when we finally decided to go home.

bused back home with lovelove!

i jumped from a shock while i was dozing off halfway.

embarrassing.

.

demoralized by my own injury.

sometimes even when im walking,

it hurts so badly.

.

tml's training at kallang.

last water training session before regatta.

train hard, and make the best out of it. (:

im so sleepy today,

that my muscles around my jaw kinda cramp,

cos ive been yawning too much.

7 MORE DAYS!

♥ 9:52 PM

how i wish i could have a lollipop now.

im depressed.

♥ 11:49 PM

its not easy to make every single friend of mine to be as happy as i want them to be.

♥ 11:29 PM

wesley's under my chair now.

once i fart, there he goes. haha!

.

had commskills tutorial for whole 3 hours today!

but i took breather for 1 hours plus. :X

and listening to music throughout the tutorial.

.

today TP's CNN day!

everywhere was flooded with people shouting.

school's happening, i love it!

met evelyn sihui and manda for lunch!

normally we took 5mins to walk from business sch to ITAS.

but today, we took like 45mins!

being stopped by friends who asked you to buy this buy that.

and manda who cant stop shopping!

junyuan psycho me to take polaroid photo which cost $3!

saw ivan and jianle! sorry, dint went engine sch to find you!

and sorry that i dint go for the party! ):

.

we sat at ITAS from 1plus to 5plus pm.

wednesday will be an interesting day.

hmmm...i wonder why. :D

.

i guess i need to learn how to treat all my friends equally.

get over with it.

♥ 8:20 PM

shall blog before i embark on my commskills "journey".
im practically blogging with my eyes closed.
.
sociology tutorial was fun today!
manage to talk about miss universe and mr manhunt.
Ris Low somehow became one of the topic. haha!
.
i love today's training!
did with fer and jas.
a pity that i cant do heavier weights.
but at least they cheered me up. (:
marlau came to find us after training, pass us our regatta singlets.
got so dam excited that we fivesome ran down,
and carried the boxes. haha! its was dam funny!
went for dinner with marlau, and i got to sit in her car!
just that i have to sit on xiaowei's legs. haha! thanks ah!
cant stop laughing for the whole of today.
and i enjoyed it. ((:

.

wesley's here now.

and hes barking like nobody's business.

still as greedy as last time, but he grown bigger!

.

8 MORE DAYS.

♥ 12:07 AM

its depressing when you know you're restricted cos of your injury.

so disheartened to know the fact that i have to control myself for training.

so sad to only sit and watch.

so angry that im not able to train even harder to row for you guys.

.

but for you silly prawns out there,

i promised to really take care of my injury.

i promised to stop when necessary.

but i wont stop the drive to train hard.

9 more days.

because you guys are too important to me.

♥ 12:42 AM

commskills tutor was having a good mood today.

and i heard she dint flare up with anyone in class.

.

miss su! remember to cheer up!

think of me when you're eating the lollipop! ((:

.

lunched with savie and ahbel!

met jianle after school.

(sorry that im late! (: )

acc-ed sis to buy her bento stuff for bf. -.-

saw yongcheng like after so long!

.

im excited for tml's training!

just that bel cant join us cos she's sick! ):

ah bel darling, please take care!

love the feeling when eveyone's all pumped up for training.

.

wesley's coming on thurs night!

staying over till end of this month. (:

i just

♥ 10:04 PM

experienced blackout in school today.

the whole room was stuffy ttm.

OB tutor took almost an hour to start his tutorial.

for the 1st hour, he showed us youtube videos and talk about his life.

which kinda not related to OB. -.-

.

went jasmine's hostel to slack again!

5 of us in the cosy room, laughing away. love it! ((:

we cooked maggie mee with disgusting lettuce.

i helped them washed the utensils okay! *claps claps*

.

met bel and sihui for lunch at bis park!

bel went for lesson, left me and sihui having such a good chat!

at least i can sort out my thoughts with her. (:

went sihui's house today!

got so tempted by the bed, that i cant get my eyes off it.

.

today's training was awesome.

but im being constantly reminded not to take heavier weights. ):

new style of crunches and it hurt my left leg so badly.

i promised i will take care and stretch often!

dont worry, my loves! ((:

.

10 more days.

the negative thoughts are revolving around my mind now.

i need to make full use of these 10 days.

♥ 11:55 PM

today's BCS was super slack.

i guess if i were to sit at biz park and eat my lunch,

the tutor wont even realise that im gone.

micro lecture almost got my brain knocked out,

with only 8 pages of notes.

but was feeling excited for world issues lecture.

cos it marks the end of school today!

laughing through world issues lecture.

.

was excited to end school today,

cos my lovelies are acc-ing me to see sinseh!

ahke ruru, juumain, seehwee, belwu, miss grumble acc-ed me there!

so touched to have them with me!

thanks with many love! (:

belwu, please take care and dont fall sick! (:

ahke ruru, drink more water and hydrate yourself! (:

luckily they acc-ed me into the room.

or else i would have started screaming in the room,

to relieve the stress in me. haha!

im there lying, while the rest are beside me laughing. -.-

sinseh said my left leg is longer than my right leg! ):

but it still kinda hurts while im walking. *sigh*

woohoo! tml having training! :))

♥ 12:31 AM

RADAR PITCH!

finally found one that doesnt make my face bigger.

woohoo~

♥ 11:16 AM

12 MORE DAYS.

amazing, how time flies.

im feeling kinda afraid and anxious now.

♥ 11:09 AM

got up dam early today just in case i will be late for training.

end up eating breakfast with daddy.

i love eating brekkie with daddy,

cos we will fight over each other's food,

which is dam hilarious!

.

the moment i met jasmine at the bus stop,

i immediately sit down and dozed off, while waiting for jermain.

ran kallang in the morning.

decided to chiong before my leg starts to hurt.

but i dint know it hurts even badly.

while i was running with sihui and bel,

some sick guy, practically pee in front of us.

shouted "FUCK" loudly to give the guy a shock.

haha! his reaction was so dam funny.

but after i shouted, i managed to run even faster. how cool.

.

thanks EVELYN for physio-ing my leg again!

and thanks RURU and XIHWEE for being there!

physio-ing xihwee was super hilarious.

funny thigh muscles! :D

find that i dont dread trainings nowadays. :)

13 more days people!

♥ 8:18 PM

managed to survive today's training.

but i was late!

woke up and found my alarm was off. -.-

rushed like nobody's business.

went around the house, banging into corners and doors.

ohwell. cabbed to school.

the cab uncle was concentrating on telling me his grandfather story,

instead of driving.

his hands were off the sterring wheel while he's talking.

totally freaked out throughout the whole ride. haha!

I'M SORRY THAT I'M LATE!!!

which kinda cause some problems. ):

.

i love today's training!

morale was high and i was laughing throughout the resting period.

come on, silly people, give all we've got. (:

i'll hide and endure the pain till regatta..

check on the oakleys at tm after training.

cant really find suitable shades cos of my mianbao face!

the salesman ask me to get flak jacket.

but the lenses so small, make my face even bigger!

i insist on radar path! haha!

though it make my cheeks even rounder and bigger.

$235. under budget! :))

.

went for family gathering again at habourfront.

then went geylang for dimsum supper with mum, dad and bro.

gottaa sleep early today!

not going to be late for tml's training! *i hope*

i'm always there.

♥ 11:10 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BELBEL! :)

same thing again,

we're in the same age along with jermain and manda!

*frantic waves*

how exciting is this? haha!

happy seventeen ALWAYS.

MIAN BAO LOVES YOU! :))

♥ 1:45 AM

say for one last time,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR MISS GRUMBLE!
alright, shall stop saying you grumble. haha!
we're in the same age along with jermain and bel!
happy seventeen always.
as in FOREVER. :D
dear manda, i realise we dint have a photo together.

MIAN BAO LOVES YOU! :))

♥ 1:30 AM

I'M TROUBLED BY WHICH OAKLEY TO CHOOSE!

RADAR PATH?

.

RADAR RANGE?

.

or ENDURING EDGE?!

♥ 8:47 PM

fuck those adults.

♥ 3:57 PM

almost fall while running for bus today.

the familiar sharp pain,

just that it came so sudden that my left leg gave way.

i hate this horrid feeling.

♥ 3:16 PM

im late for commskills tutorial today again.

firstly, got the wrong timing.

secondly, mummy off my alarm clock cos she finds the snooze noisy!

by the time i reached school,

the commskills lesson already ended.

theres goes my presentation,

which i had bloody prepared till 4am last night!

17 pages worth of notes!

.

crashed bel's BMIC lecture instead.

trichonomas vaginalis! haha!

lunched at design with bel, savie, sihui and jas!

dragged jasmine with us for sociology lecture.

she slept in front of the lecturer. -.-

.

cabbed back home with jermain and edmund!

exciting ride back home! we saved 20cents.

.

been feeling really tired throughout the week.

gonna take my beauty nap,

to restore my energy for weekends trainings.

and wake up to do my tutorials! :))

.i want to think no more.

♥ 3:02 PM

finally completed my commskills PBL tutorial.

brain's totally dead right now.

just hoping that the tutor wouldnt give me attitude anymore.

.

if i walk, would you run?

if i stop, would you come?

if i say you're the one, would you believe me?

if i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?

tell me what to say, so you dont leave me.

the world is catching up to you,

while you're running away,

to chase your dreams.

.

its time for us to make a move

cos we're asking one another to change

but maybe im not ready

but i'm trying for your love

i can hide up above

i will try for your love

we've been hiding enough

.

if i sing you a song, would you sing along?

all way till im gone

ohh, how we push it on.

if i give you my heart,

would you just play the part,

or tell me it is the start,

or something beautiful?

.

am i catching up to you?

while you're running away

to chase your dreams.

its time for us to face the truth,

cos we're coming to each other to change,

but maybe im not ready

but i'm trying for your love.

i can hide up above.

try for your love.

we've been hiding enough

i will try for your love

i can hide up above

.

if i walk, would you run?

if i stop, would you come?

if i say you're the one, would you believe me?

.

Try- Asherbook.

♥ 3:30 AM

just got back home from training.

and i felt so drained out.

feeling as though my whole body is giving way.

getting so sick and tired,

of feeling the sharp pain even when im walking.

evelyn helped me massage my left leg again.

thanks many many, everyone! :))

.

sociology tutor talked non-stop for full 2 hours today.

but somehow her stories are interesting.

especially when she talked about rape.

"Rape is an act of violence, not sex".

kinda felt depressed and angry when tutor told stories about the victims.

.

the way you treat me,

is affecting me too much.

.

15 more days.

♥ 11:41 PM

looking forward to tml's training!

though i dont know what we will be doing,

16 more days, people.

.

for now, let me continue.

♥ 12:36 AM

.

before i start with anything,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DEAR JERMAIN! :))

i cant over-emphasize this,

but we're in the same age! :)

in 3 days time, bel and manda will be joining us!

no worries,

happy seventeen always.

love you. :)

.

i was paying attention throughout microecons tutorial today!
i dint dozed off! :)
went jasmine's and zhengyi's hostel today!
cos we had 3 hours break in between.
omg, i really cant bear to compare my own home with a hostel,
but its much more bigger, and they have 2 bathtubs!
i almost caused destruction with their fridge. haha!
stayed in their room, and i was laughing like mad all the way!
when we were about to take the lift,
i saw jermain coming out of a hostel just opp jasmine's!
ohman, this is what i called FATE.
i was screaming while running towards jermain.
so excited to see her there! :))
.
i seriously detest attending commskills 2 tutorial.
cant stand the tutor,
fancy giving me attitude, without knowing what i can be up to.
.
went sports complex to meet the rest.
and we carried out our surprise celebration for jermain.
haha! the way we creeped to the back of cupboards,
make me giggle like mad.
EVELYN CHANDRA put cream on my face!
for the rest of the day,
my whole face smells of milk and cream.
now even after i bathe,
there's still a faint smell of the cream.
HUH, evelyn?! haha! BAAAAA-KA!!
went pastamania for dinner at tm,
and acc that jer for her DDR. hsh! :))
.
when i walking along the walkway to get home,
11plus pm, with not a single soul around the area except for 1.
one bloody old uncle purposely walked in front of me,
blocked my way,
and suddenly give me a cheeky smile and looked at me. wtf, *faints*.
i immediately shouted,
"eh siao. uncle! excuse me lah! pa jiao ah?!".
he simply got a shock and his facial expression changed totally. haha!
ive decided.

♥ 12:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, dude! :D

♥ 12:59 AM

felt so lousy during training today.

you felt you can do even more,

but it just failed you somehow.

its hard for me to think long term,

when we're only left with 17 days.

.

i just love geography of travel and tourism so much.

having online discussion during lab.

ohman, the tutor was dam funny too.

you dont know exactly how i feel

but i wish you knew..

♥ 12:23 AM

loves! :)

♥ 12:15 AM

BCS and micro lecture were fun today!

but brain was pronounced "dead" halfway through world issues lecture.

soul and mind were wandering somewhere else,

while my body's sitting in front of the lecturer who's indulged in his chanting.

i bet megan wasnt listening as well! :D

showing us her halloween photo and her matric card. haha!

.

accompanied bel to buy her bag at tampines.

was about to go home when i saw JASMINE CHEN!!!

this is what i call fate. ohh comeon! haha!

bus-ed back home together!

jasmine stupidly waved in the interchange for bel,

when bel isnt even there.

and this is what i call retard. :D

changed bus and we're waiting for 161.

jasmine brought shit! (dai sai)
we waited for freaking 33mins for that 161.
karma! she laughed at people, thats why!
(dont deny ah, jasmine.)

.

while waiting,

me: "if another bus72 comes before 161, i will laugh till i drop my teeth"

the next moment, bus72 really come!

me: *stunned*

jasmine: " haha! faster laugh and drop your teeth"

.

jermain's sick today!

hope you're feeling better right now! :)

looking forward to tml's training! :))

19more days. increasing anxiety.

.

i wonder how's zhengyi, huiying and jasmine's stay in hostel!

ohhman! haha! :)

my own wishful thinking.

♥ 10:25 PM

that somebody's me.

♥ 11:10 PM

ran around kallang before training today.

some ductor shit.

unbearable pain.

but thanks EVELYN CHANDRA for helping me massage!

all i can say is, PAIN! and it make me teared ):

kinda felt retard at that moment.

i dont want it to worry any of you.

but to put the trust in me, in giving you guys my best set in regatta.

2 more weeks.

the many months of torturous trainings,

the tears and blood we shed,

countless perspiration and injuries,

will only prove its worth in just 1 day.

only on that day, we'll then realise how much we've fight for.

and what exactly we're fighting for.

race's nearing, tension's getting stronger.

stay focus, teammates. we're all here for each other.

i wanna go back on 22nov.

.

went for team lunch at suntec city.

everyone's present today.

and it kinda makes my day! :)

rushed to cousin's house to celebrate nephew's 1 year old birthday!

aww, they're as cute as ever!

but the whole house is discussing about my skin colour!

they go," eee, jiale, you very black lei! "

i remained nonchalant all the way, and concentrated on the food.

came home with a bloated stomach again. -.-

.

tml's a start of a new week.

and im looking forward to it! :)

just that i have to complete my tutorials. HAHA!

i cherish every single moment.

♥ 10:12 PM