after i read it, i seriously reflected from Day01 till now.
yea, im at fault sometimes, like my childishness.
but its hurting to see a team to turn out this way...
seriously hurting.
its causing me to break down at times.
i used to look forward to every trainings.
whenever theres training days, i'll get so dam excited.
but nowadays, the thought of going for trainings really stressed me out.
my heart used to boil with hatred.
but now,
whatever they say, my heart feels nothing at all.
totally numb.
im losing the passion, day by day.
its not worth for me, sacrificing.
theres almost nothing's left for me to row and fight for.
but thank God, theres always people there,
trying their best to save the team.
totally touched by their efforts.
that was what that kept me going.
love for dragonboat?
♥ 11:59 PM