Simplicity.

i just realised sis went for chalet!

and i can have the whole room to myself.

finally i can have a peaceful night without my inconsiderate sis.

i wonder how she dolled herself up for the halloween party.

makes me laugh just by the thought of it.

hope you have fun, while i have the whole bed to myself! :D

sometimes i wonder.

♥ 11:58 PM

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! :)

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late for training today!

all my stomach's fault. arrgh.

urgent for toilet just when i was about to step out of the house. -.-

im sorry, jasmine and jermain!

and trainings never fail to drain my energy away.

got blisters all over my right hand.

guess i hold the T-grip too tight.

hurting! ):

5 more water trainings, 21 more days.

and there comes the big day.

i dont wanna step out of the boat with regrets.

.

went for lunch at bedok.

its either today's training make me hungry,

or my appetite's gone bigger.

carrot cake, chweekueh, mangopomelosago, sugarcane, ducknoodles.

tml after training, we're going old changi to eat!

and i'll be attending my nephew's 1 year old birthday party! :)

im excited for tml's training!

and im excited to start school on monday! :)

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CHENHUIXIN almost bang into a pole while she's walking!

im still laughing whenever i thought of it. HAHA!

funny to the MAX.

.

tml's the start of november.

and the "broke" period is about to start soon. ):

what i said was true.

♥ 9:51 PM

http://ausomemandy.livejournal.com/

:)

♥ 7:30 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHUA ZHENGYI! :))

had celebration at sentosa with huiying, jasmine and weiling!

camhored and played volley all the way.

cant stop laughing with them. really funny ttm! haha!

remember to upload the photos ah! :D

love you guys! :)

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tml's training at kallang!

going cousin's house to visit yoyo and fifi! :)

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stomach's still feeling weird.

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i dint see my dragonboat mates today!

kinda feel lonely.

♥ 11:37 PM

just came back from training.

totally drained.

but at least, i can sleep comfortably.

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watched "Bend it like Beckham" today at library with peishan!

nice show :))

.

sociology's kinda boring!

the tutor just go on and on.

.

tml having 40mins of commskills 2,

and i'll be going sentosa with huiying, jasmine, weiling and zhengyi!

to celebrate zhengyi's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZHENGYI! :)))

cant meet my loves tml!

and it break my 28 consecutive days with them!

i shall see whether i can come back from sentosa to meet you guys! :)

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sat having 3 sessions of water training.

i seriously hope i'll survive this.

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my stomach's feeling weird nowadays!

feels as though its stuffed with air.

.

getting tired of all these.

♥ 11:43 PM

almost late for tutorial in the morning. -.-

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met bel sihui manda and fer after school in library!

watched "Coach Carter".

extremely nice with awesome moves. haha!

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met cousin and she came over my house for stayover!

cindy came to find me on tuesday! :)

im glad that i have choose to call "mum" when i stepped into the house.

and she voluntarily helped me prepare dinner,

though she dint say anything.

.

tml's lesson at 1pm till 4pm!

i love the modules that im taking this sem!

except for commskills 2.

totally dreading it.

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train as if you're racing,

race as if you're training.

row with no regrets.

♥ 10:02 PM

just because of your irresponsibility,

and your nonchalant act,

my parents have to be responsible for it!

my parents dont owe you anything.

and what you owe, is not a small sum.

if you do it again,

i wouldnt even care about respect,

and travel straight down to that country and give you hell,

i swear.

at least spare a thought for the whole family,

especially your parents who have worked so hard for you.

for this, i despise you,

till the day you prove me wrong.

♥ 12:02 AM

how i wished i could just shout out of the window.

i'll send moles scrambling out of their molehills.

i'll send workers giving blk 296C a whole new renovation.

i'll make everyone wide awake at least for an hour.

(what am i thinking?!) HAHA!

♥ 11:13 PM

i managed to keep myself awake throughout the whole of today's lessons!

BCS taught microsoft excel today,

and i got amazed by Bill Gates's intelligence.

.

i think i needa pay more attention in world issues lecture.

today's lecture hit me hard.

i realised im in the same tutorial class with my cousin! :)

.

i hate tml's lessons!

from 9am-6pm! ):

hope i dont doze off.

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im feeling shitty nowadays.

get irritated easily than before.

why why why?

♥ 10:10 PM

"DUCK DUCK"

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me and bitchy sis.
.

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sleeping for 14 hours really freshen me up.
im all ready for 1-7pm lessons,
without any breaks in between!
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i hate sitting on one butt.

26 more days.

♥ 10:37 AM

today's training at kallang!

kinda awesome.

but i got abrasion on right butt again.

sunburnt on shoulder blades!

kallang's bigger than bedok reservoir!

to think if we clock milage at kallang,

i would create a miracle.

dad fetched me after training and went habourfront.

was preparing to fall asleep while grandma's chanting.

but luckily it ended at 5pm!

by the time, dad sent me there, the thing was about to end.

oorrrrlight ah!

being spared by grandma for once!

went tiong bahru for family dinner!

tml's lesson from 1-7pm without any breaks in between!

1 lab and 2 lectures. ):

okay, no dozing off during tml's lessons!

.

i shall go sleep now.

though its just 7.40pm.

dam tired for the whole day.

i dont like the ME now.

whats happening?

♥ 7:39 PM

NHR today was awesome!

singapore flyer's flooded with red people.

cabbed down with jas and jer.

met the rest, and i saw weixin they all, like after so long! (:

while waiting for them to complete their 10km,

sihui and i went to search for our breakfast!

landed in subway.

how fortunate to have subway for breakfast? aww.

bought subway cookies for them! (:

went back and just in time to meet them!

i saw regina chai!

and i saw stephanie toh after so longgg! she called me sexy. :D

i dint managed to see that cindyteo and others!

she went into hiding!

trained down to bedok for lunch,
went back school for training!

just enough time for us to take a breather before training!

POHYANTING got come eh! (:

so good to hear her laughter and voice during training once again!

her " hurry up, walk faster!" HAHA!

tml's training at kallang.

no crazy stuff, please.

went TM for dinner and frolick!

i just love sweet kiwis! (:

...

you're not a good-for-nothing.

you're my partner.

i will call out for you, till you're beside me.

i wont leave you behind.

.

i treasure our friendships more than anything else.

♥ 10:47 PM

psychology is interesting.

learn about diffusion of responsibilities.

got so amazed by how people's minds work.

shall consider crashing sihui's lecture in future.

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who in the hell flash two "moons" in broad daylight?!

mutual friendship.

♥ 10:36 PM

my left leg's totally giving way.

not going to care about it anymore. fuckedup.
.

supposedly needa attend 40mins of commskills,

but woke up late, ended up with 15mins of lesson. -.-

tutor rolled eyes at me and gave me attitude.
shes gonna have a difficult time soon.

.

crashed both sihui's and bel's lecture till 3pm.

met jasmine and wanted to play pool at safra.

but waiting time was too long.

walked around tm instead and we decided to fly kite!

the "moon" joke. nono spreading!

dint managed to get the kite into the air,

but it was fun! :D
.

tml's NHR! :)

i had enough.

i wont care about it anymore.

♥ 8:36 PM

its been almost 45mins.

but the instant noodles still remains intact.

i give up.

so irritating to imagine the instant noodles' smirk face.

.

cranky, and i need sleep.

but i still havent complete my assignment.

boredom.

the same thing will happen over and over again.

its becoming like a cycle.

♥ 3:45 AM

10mins ago, i was staring at the packet of instant noodles.

and now, im staring at both the instant noodles and my kitchen stove.

with my mind flooding with thoughts of stove exploding.

and thoughts of getting my house burnt down.

fancy living up till this age,

and not even capable of cooking instant noodles,

to fulfil the needs of my stomach.

lion's roaring.

musical concert.

jamming.

construction works.

what else?

stomach's getting kinda happening.

im becoming cranky soon.

IM HUNGRY!

♥ 3:02 AM

can i give up on my assignment tonight?

im hungry and tired at the same time. ;(

sometimes, i hate myself.

♥ 2:16 AM

long and painful way back home.

with dumb retarded sharp pain on my left hipbone,

im practically dragging my whole left leg while walking.

the whole 2.4km was such a torture.

even when im sitting down,

i just felt as though someone's hammering on it.

the pain just totally spoiled my mood after training.

totally.

.

tml's school from 10.20am to 11am. -.-

and i needa complete assignments by tonight.

draining the hell out of me.

.

today's land trial make me realise im still not fit enough.

.

what can i say, seriously?

.

i need my soul back.

♥ 12:44 AM

im excited for sat!

NIKE HUMAN RACE '09!

though im not running,

but i can meet my SR friends!

oh em gee!

take photos okay! :D

and after that would be training!

YEA! :D

♥ 12:31 AM

returning home at this time is becoming like a routine.

i just dislike the atmosphere at home.

two people living together,

without any communication at all.

ohwells.

.

had 2 hrs of commskills.

i swear im gonna suffer for the rest of the sem.

attending commskills just drain away my braincells,

almost fell asleep just by looking at the teacher.

im so sorry.

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met jer and i went her house!

she acc me to find jianle and sis for supper at mac!

* you are what you eat *

im a filet o fish!

they end up criticizing the surface area of my face! -.-

SI JIANLE, our challenge's still up!

you do pullup, i do inclined.

you win, i'll be your slave for 1 month.

you lose, you be my slave for 1 month. haha!

dont worry, i'll make you my slave.

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If you're gonna be there, be there.

If you're gonna stay, stay tonight.

Start living.

Out with the old.

I'm all lit up, must be the good life.

♥ 11:51 PM

just got back from school!

first day of sem 1.2 was great!

cos i only had micro lecture from 4-4.40pm. HAHA!

things that are taught in jc.

but why does it seems difficult for me to understand when im in jc?

woohoo! same cds class with weiling and sharmain! :)

.

gymmed and dinner with DB mates.

i dont like the kiwi! ):

i only love the kiwis that mum bought.

but oh wells.

before that, went to watch netball match, ITE vs TP.

the feeling i got was similar to the times when im having bball match.

the anxiety.

still remember the match i had with one of the malaysian teams,

got so pissed off that i shouted.

i played basketball today with jer xihwee jas and her friends!

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ohh! me and jer saw an uncle digging his nose while waiting for bus!

right after he dig, he rubbed his chin. *faints*

.

my calf muscles are in pain now.

i hope its just muscle aches.

every steps that i took, both calf muscles would give me sharp pain. ):

gymming, stepping and basketball just make it worst.

i just hope tml we'll just do weights,

and let my calf muscles rest.

.

i miss my ipod :(

♥ 11:50 PM

selfishness ruins everything.

♥ 11:11 PM

just got back from grandma house.

luckily its once a fortnight thing.

or else, i swear i wont see my toes when i stare right down.

2 servings of dinner, 5 big pieces of chocolate cakes and 2 whole bowls of bahkutteh!

oh em gee.

i just cant escaped from the sinful chocolate cakes.

time for healthy diet!

but they complained about my skin colour again.

especially grandma.

they even wished me happy deepavali. -.-

.

today's land training almost knocked me out.

sleeping at 4plus am, waking up at 5.30am,

and having to focus on the repetitive steps,

with jolly's da dao li,

totally killed all my brain cells.

.

regatta's coming.

im feeling the intensity.

but i just dont feel im ready for it.

.

i'll just keep praying for happiness within us.

♥ 10:26 PM

♥ 11:20 PM

♥ 7:59 PM

just got back from training!

I LOVE TODAY'S TRAINING!

the adrenaline rush is there.

cant wait to go for another set. HAHA!

but the sun is killing me.

whole body's aching including my eyebrows!

i need a massage badly!

sis kinda got a shock when i got back home.

cos i got blacker again. -.-

tml's training!

but i doubt it will be the same. :(

i miss belwu fer and savie today!

its just so weird without their voices.

.

ohya! i forgot to lock the bathroom door,

when i was showering in school today!

luckily wenyi realised it! *thanks thanks*

or else, it would have turned out to be an open shower.

*woohoo*.

.

shine for you.

♥ 4:20 PM

school's starting!

tml's training, sun's training.

and tadah! SCHOOOOOL.

while people are counting down to the start of a new term,

i shall start counting down to my next break,

which is 12DEC!

1 month and 30days more.

woohoo! :)

.

no more skipping of lectures and tutorials.

no more "dozo"s.

no more procrastinating.

♥ 1:35 AM

where's the real me?

♥ 1:29 AM

ohh-emm-gee.

im tearing now,

just because i watched one youtube video.

im almost laughed my ass off.

freaking hilarious, i swear. HAHA!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fMznLUCffLY

♥ 12:43 AM

wind back the time.

♥ 10:26 PM

just got back from flyer!

accompany jasmine and jermain to get their NikeHuman racepacks.

went to find calynnpoh! :)

went back marina sq again to meet fer savie and eve!

having good chat with jermain while waiting :)

hoping that last minute, people would ask me to run for them. HOHO!

then me sihui and calynn got chance! :D

.

sat and sun having trainings! :)

and i like my timetable.

start school late, and end school early.

i got SOCIOLOGY as my CDS!

.

if you realise.

♥ 7:45 PM

yesterday was spent with fivesome again! :)

ive been spending 13 consecutive days with my DB teammates.

it just never get sick. :)

i love to see them every second of my life.

went fareast planning to get our hair highlighted.

(ohya! my sister joined us! :D)

too expensive, so we planned to dye our own instead.

went bugis and i bought another shorts again! HAHA! :)

sister left for her boyfriend. :( HAHA!

went back tampines for bel's trimming.

and poof, bel's house! HAHA!

hard time highlighting our hair but funny!

but turned out, the colour is not obvious.

ohwells. HAHA!

i reached home at bloody 12.30am! :D

.

i dint hear your voice for 5 days.

.

imissyou.

♥ 12:25 PM

thats me and boyCHEN playing DDR.
totally CMI.

.

.smiles :)

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this boyCHEN likes me! :)

.
.

fivesome love :)

♥ 1:37 PM

i fucking left my ipod in chalet!!!

fuck! fuck! fuck!

:((((((

♥ 11:25 AM

DB chalet was a BLAST! :)

having lots of fun and i like!

though the last night,

evelyn annabel and me got drunk.

HAHA!

"strong, strong"

"amanda ng....PIG!"

"bu ke yi mo wo de armpit".

let's have another one next year! HAHA!

.

be the solution, not the problem.

.

i know it was you...

♥ 10:55 AM

just got back home for DB chalet.

but i just wanna blog before i go for my after-in-the-noon breather.

got drunk yesterday night,

and luckily my teammates were there.

i dint remember what i did,

except for small glimpses.

im sorry that i got drunk yesterday,

causing chaos and you guys dint manage to sleep much.

and im sorry if i kicked or elbowed anyone of you!

im sorry that you have hear me crying for so long.

and i wanna say thank you,

for the care, for everything! :)

words cant describe how i wanna thank you guys,

but all in all,

i felt loved! HAHA! :)

I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT ALOT!

(provided you guys dont upload the videos on fb) HAHA!

♥ 12:37 PM

people people!

i just woke up! HAHA!

preparing for Day 02 of DB CHALET!

everyone's still sleeping soundly.

with jasmine sleeping on the floor.

ferlicia hugging her monkey. -.-

evelyn with doggy and her belly on the bed.

savie's becoming eskimo.

amanda's getting hold of almost half of the bed.

wenyi "suntanning".

nur's balancing on the side of the bed.

xiaowei's turning into a ball.

xiaopei's turning into a worm.

bel and jer going for morning walk!

and sihui staring into my lappy.

off for WWW!

I LOVE EVRYONE! :)

♥ 9:42 AM

STILL IN PROGRESS.
Changing of blogskin by her pretty sister.

♥ 3:53 PM

different goals, different mindsets

how are we suppose to move any further?

.

if you only want to do it for yourself,

its not a team anymore.

.

i just hate it when i cant handle things maturely.

what's happening to me?

♥ 12:42 PM

get drunk and stop the fantasy.

♥ 11:42 PM

i just cant help being excited about this weekend.

DRAGONBOAT CHALET! :D

and there's training tml! *woohoo*

i doubt i'll sleep well tonight and tml night.

i'll only hope time would stalled during that 3 days.
and WILD WILD WET!

i wanna sit "Slide Up"! :)

♥ 11:07 PM

i missed out bball farewell today. :(

i missed out a bball match with my team.

and suddenly, i miss those fun and laughter we once had.

still remember those times,

when we shouted "SRJC Team" as a team.

the many 5km we ran.

when we cried during our friendly match with yishun.

and our victory against malaysia team.

the awesome days we spent in malaysia.

i still remember the last "SRJC TEAM" on the day that i leave.

i still remember the tears that i shed for you.

the tears that you guys shed for me.

and how badly i wanna stay for you guys.

the most precious gifts i received.

im sorry i dint turn up today.

im sorry that i dint keep my promise to come back and find you guys.

lastly, good luck for your promos and Alevels girls.

you guys are missed deeply. :)

♥ 10:24 PM

its been decades since i woke up so early,

without the help of an alarm clock.

GOODMORNING!

.

what the hell am i thinking.

♥ 9:17 AM

LOVE LOVE! :)

.

SMACK THAT, all on the floor!

♥ 8:58 AM

if you dont like to see me at home,

then say right at my face.

dont fucking pissed me off whenever i reached "the house".

brother's not studying is not my fucking problem.

i dont have to fucking take ownership for his studies.

why do i have to be responsible when he's that fucking lazy?

dont threaten me with whatever shit you've got.

i dont even need your comment on my attitude problem.

♥ 10:10 PM

just came back from teoheng! HAHA!

FUN! have been spending this few days with DB mates.

and i simply love it ttm.

i'll be seeing them continously on fri sat sun mon tues! HAHA!

and i LOVE IT.

they'll love to see me too. (rights rights?) :D

i really cant wait for chalet!

its the reason behind all my sleepness nights!

.

i gotta feeling! that tonight's gonna be a good night!

.

too much of fire's burning!

.

i party like a rockstar,

look like a moviestar,

play like an all star,

fuck like a pornstar,

baby im a superstar! Pitbull FTW!

.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, CALYNN POH!

come back for training, okay? :)

.

what's happening?

♥ 9:53 PM

♥ 3:17 PM

EVERYONE!

TRAINING, 6PM! :)

.

*snore snore* K.O.

♥ 3:13 PM