i know i cant fully understand how you feel,
but i just wanna say...
im sorry that i dint go.
im sorry that i disappointed you.
im sorry that ive hurt you.
im sorry that i made you cry on your birthday.
im sorry that i was not there to share your sorrow and joy.
you can scold me, you can criticise me.
cos all i can say was, sorry.
that's the only thing i can do.
i wont forget the times,
when you will there whenever i need you.
i promise i'll make up for that.
i wont let a 5years of friendship to come to a waste.
please, stop everything.
i know you guys find my reason ridiculous.
but you guys wont understand the feeling of having a passion.
ive already skipped one week of it,
and i dont wanna skipped anymore!
its my everything. and you guys cant stop me.
dont put the blame on it. its my choice.
if anything, just say straight into my face.
dont keep me guessing, and expecting me to know everything.
i have enough of everything, im bursting out soon.