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last night, slept at 4.30am and woke up at 6am.
spent the whole night studying the F&B chapters that proved to be useless.
i could have slept instead of wasting time, studying the useless stuff.
IHT paper was more disappointing than ever.
went in at 2.30pm, came out at 3.40pm.
i spent 20plus mins falling asleep.
(i just knew my energy cant last till then)
when i woke up, got a splitting headache.
and suddenly cant control my breathing. like wtf.
i totally got so hacked up,
that for the last 3 questions that’s worth 30marks,
i wrote one sentence for each, and left.
i almost broke down after i left the room.
so disappointing, yet its too late for you to change anything.

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i seriously dont know what im doing nowadays.
just plain useless.
its as though theres no drive in me.
my body is here, but my soul is somewhere else.
the hints given to me are so obvious,
but yet, i dint study them at all.
blame’s on me, i’ve to bear the consequences.
im not going to care anymore.

15 more hours to my freedom.
finally i can concentrate on DB, trainings and everything except studies.
comeon, CHAMPION’s winking at me.
its time to get on board!
alright,

DRAGONBOAT RECRUITMENT DRIVE on 09SEPT09!
12.30pm to 5pm!
anyone interested, inform me alright?!
peishan, count your blessing to have me as your cousin hor!
your chance to try paddling! :D