to be honest, trainings' been a mental torture.
glimpses of disappointment.
words of bluntness.
harshy tones.
heavy stress.
negative atmosphere.
dont compare 3 yrs of experiences with just 2 mnths.
we know the races are important to you guys.
we know you guys wanted to win.
we're not nonchalant about it.
we felt the intensity too.
theres a reason why we endured trainings and injuries till now.
theres a reason why we did race sets, weight liftings, sprintings, etc, till now.
theres a reason why we went through the mental stress you've given us, till now.
theres a reason why we still attended trainings till now.
i hope you guys realise it.
you guys will realise the effort that we've been putting in.
we're not as physically strong as you.
sorry to cause the disappointment.
for you guys, i WILL row my very best for the race.
im willing to train much more harder than past trainings.
i'll be more serious than what you expected me to.
no more grumbles.
i believe the rest of the juniors will too, right mates?
stroke by stroke, we'll row as a boat, together.