currently listening to "im yours" by jason mraz.

its so nice lahs! love this song, cries!

this post gonna be long!

ohya, my school teachers or principal might be checking out my blog. HAHAS!

anyway, nowadays having basketball competitions!

and its really stressing me out sometimes. and unluckily i catch a cold! HAHAS!

we had competition with YJC.

the night before the match, i cant get to sleep.

partially because of my sore throat and coughs.

and also partially because im very anxious, or in the sense, scared.

i dont know why, but i just felt scared at that moment.

so i spend about one hour in bed, thinking of how should i play and everything.

and before i went to sleep,

i prayed hard that tml everyone would not get hurt or sprain their ankle.

and prayed that everyone would be on form and give their best shot.

slept.

bus-ed to YJC.

fear was seriously overwhelming when we past the school gate,

and eventually reaching the bball court.

we girls played first. for the whole match,

i was so dam scared.

and i dont even dare to really look at them.

managed to play in the third quarter.

but before i can go on, my throat turn so dry that i cant even speak.

and im like gasping for breath.

we lost by 4- 6 points. (cant rmb)when the whistle went off,

i broke down, hiding behind my towel.

cos i seriously confused at why are we losing at every match,

and seriously getting so dam tired of losing and losing.

and of cos, disappointed at myself for not able to help.

but partially feeling unfair for my team members.

i cant stop crying until i walked one round around track with debbie regina and huiying. seriously, i would be fuming mad whenever i played with YJC.

anyway, its only friendly match.

as for nationals, YJC, just wait for us.

i wont let my 4 months stay in SRJC to come to a waste,

or to sabotage my team in losing.

went NYJC for bball match.

and their school really very nice lahs! HAHAS!

and their toilet is even more clean than us. -_-"'

evelyn bought bananas and i bought 100plus before the match. HAHAS!

to prepare ourselves! the guys played first,

and i think they really played well.

they lost to them by 2 points.

then we girls. lost by 40 plus points.

we got thrashed but i really like playing with them.

cos they really have good attitude on court, thats so nice of them.

REFLECTIONS:

alright, im not fast enough, tired easily.

and im always not looking at the ball when im defending.

and and i'll get scared on court. and i lose to my fear.

my accuracy is shit.

NYJC bballers are fast. and really have to act fast.

but anyway, nowadays our team gets more bonded cos of these competitions. HAHAS!.

nice :]
WEDNESDAY

SRJC bball guys VS CJC bball guys.

both recreational and school teams are playing.

and when i be timer for the recrea team,

i seriously find some of our jc1s bballers are really dam childish lahs.

i cant stand his ego-ness. arrghs!

anyway, our guys WON BY 1 FREAKING POINT!

so dam excited during the match lahs! HAHAS!

keep shouting and holding on people's clothes whenevr theres someone beside me.

HAHAS! dam excited lahs!

alright, girls and huys, great job these few days! HAHAS! :]

but ive got blisters in both of my feet. dam pain. cant even walked properly now.

and got cuts on my right leg cos of the "dives" on the soccer field.

next wed having competition with NJC!

next sat with JJC!

gonna train really hard man. not gonna let myself cause the team to lose.

enough of bball, HAHAS!

i think my classmates are really fun lahs! HAHAS! great people.

im always looking forward to having lessons in school.

hanging around with my friends. ahhs! i love it luhs.

i will really feel sad if i have to leave SRJC. really SAD. hais.

really hope that day will come slowly. and i really mean slowly. please.

I LOVE SRJC!

and i really mean it.